We are scared of our mortal fears
So we hide our fear with tears A wave of blood, burning wind They say that this is a sin I hear the screams from the darkness If this continues, I'll be surrounded by madness Crime and punishment are at play Trying to keep the monsters at bay Loneliness draped around my neck My life is turning into a train wreck It's a type of sinister seduction That only ever brings destruction I'm crawling on the ground, I'm bleeding I want my life back, I'm sick of pleading The devil is there smiling at me Why won't he just let me be? I've been lost in my desire My brain needs to be rewired I just keep on smiling as the nightmare continues I want this to end, what's next? Can I have a preview? Forever caught in this pain I think I'm going insane My feelings float away Because of all of this dismay In the tide of faces From different places So many sweet lies Why do I even try? Playing with hearts is a danger don't you know Even I could have told you so Sinking into a routine I'm soaked in ethylene I could explode any time It's not a victimless crime It's time to unleash the horror For those who deserve torture To the ones that fall to their knees There is absolutely no way to appease The demons that are inside you So then what are you to do? We live in a nation built on fear and hate There's no way out, you're at checkmate The denotation of irony Screaming out in agony Need the pleasure of no torture But my time is getting shorter I hate what you put me through Especially since you never withdrew I felt almost alive But then I was deprived I'm heroin-sedated My conscience subordinated Can't handle you showing discontent You've got me all hellbent I feel like I've been cuffed The heart will hurt when it's crushed By the weight of the leaves Up on all of the trees You get the best I'll wait out the rest Then have your mother's new boyfriend Smack you until you can't stand This is their way to bring peace He keeps spreading his disease Disillusioned I tear away from all the bullshit Fed to me every day, I had to commit Choking, leave your drunken accident at the prom. Can't you figure out what you've done wrong? Let's burn a bush, paint a silver chair Back to black ask me if I even care I sure as hell don't I'll tell you that Stop flipping out, you're not an acrobat Millions sold, a mega star A million assholes with ten million guitars Cursed with immortality Dreaming spires of majesty Now screaming no more deal Because he has found the will To survive, sometimes you pray, Or you feel like death is the only way But oppression breeds resistance Resistance leads to distance We need obscurity and anguish This mentality should be banished Dissolve and with them the distance Between the two bodies that exist Shivers dash throughout the strained spine Kiss of abomination, no need to scrutinize Enjoy every breath like it will be the last Of your life, Don't lat an important moment pass Free trade restructuring plans Like money could really give a damn I close them to hide away the tears I keep looking away in fear If my music is literal That would make me a criminal What is the cost What is the loss Our loved ones suffering depression Physically exhausted from constant recession All for pointless research Blood body from the earth Unaware in that night That nothing's going right Afraid of the horror coming your way The threads in your mind start to fray With the movement of the music It doesn't matter what you're doing The madness that is pulling me Into this water, deeper than the sea It's devouring civilization Humanity's elimination Being swallowed by fear Their screams are all I hear The dead are calling out to me All they can to is scream and plea "Sadness lies waiting in the darkest hours From beyond, terminal, evil is born, these are the flowers Plucked from hell by Satan himself Without stopping, you're by yourself You're lost in fear, suffering in pain Your composure is hard to maintain But it will be over I can promise you that I'm in the same position and guess what? I'm almost out, nearly completely fine All it takes is patience and some time
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